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As If, Upon
exiting darkness begins the process
by which, or course, “I” dissolves
dim opaque, & a train whistling
by the last window to the right.
against plate-glass bubbled the cheek
but then oblique, as in—
pressed ever so silly dumb the night
vibrant & uptown folk trapped
in a maze of identity, boundaries
the cheek belongs to (us), or so
thinks our protagonist. no matter
totally recuses itself from living, it
begins dream as manifest destiny.
there is departure in arrival.
say our protagonist is a brittle hue
trapped in an impossible frame.
say the frame walks the streets
in search of gender everywhere.
the fallacy willing the frame.
say skin construction is dark
deepening the scene’s melanin.
let’s call our protagonist human—
lady with the worn leather journal on the #1
the curt jolt & stop of a 5-car set
into the story. inserted her[self]
is what the jolt did, to the writer
what she imagines—god at play
with denizens, pink unicorns
dying hollow inside a cave, here
the acoustic adjusts, then a lil loud
rattle & shake around the corner. stop
two enter opening doors,
another jolt she writes: dark river,
seagulls piping forever. a tanker
100 yards out holds image over-
head, tunnel lights blink—spine
bent over the journal, sideways
her pencil perpendicular. stop
each body a question she writes
class will be the death of culture,
my skull an instrument, she thinks
through a platform & over a bridge.
out of darkness
a train arrives amid space
stitched across the grain—
threaded through a tunnel
frozen faces plastering plate
glass, everybody all in—
but not conforming, but do
a slow commodified death
the poet announces: i am
homeless art on the 1 train!
uptown, an aesthetic opus
your life, my life, us, as if—
those erased, the redacted
between time do become
not one but confused as to
which lens zeroes out
possibility to find one’s self—
of the model: a rhetoric girl
into her reflection stares
at the inarticulate figure
we all caught up in, her
beauty, which alludes—
two trains pull parallel
on either side, identity
at a standstill: a pose
through corridors we emerge
before blue columns fill
with lustrous gray calm
silence, or the silent ones
go unnoticed crafting
culture out of darkness—
No Time to Get on the One
BEACUSE 3AM IS THE PERFECT
TIME TO LOOK
FOR THAT MANUSCRIPT
TIME TO LOOK
FOR THAT MANUSCRIPT
the billboard exhibits, homeless art
journals down by riverside drive
on concrete barricade
bracing the curved walkway
up to riverbank state park—
up to riverbank state park—
route 9A too holds the sign
DON'T TRUST THE CLOUDS,
south by southwest
white wakes behind the lone yacht
via the breeze on the hudson
trailing a san agustínreplica.
a ball bounces, you can’t
check me, the girl screams—
a camouflage wearing short dude
on new scooter, one race bike
red, black seat, spokes gleaming,
only the tree with dead branches
wishes it were alive, as always
earplugs hang from walkers
walking up the walkway absent
what art is witness to.
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Horton Photo Credit: Rachel Eliza Griffiths