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My Life as Narrated by Another
Knife
What flies, air halved
a-hiss, metal
ringing & ringing its silver
bell – each line a flash
that strobes the mind,
a chain of arrow-
heads strung & hung about
R’s neck –
~
Mother is egg is swollen
to breaking. Can’t see
her feet. Can’t see R’s
toy plane, its steel arrow.
She trips to the floor, linseed-
oiled, orange squares
~
It is as if His metatarsal
can comb her
mind’s curled whites,
buds nested & wet –
whittling this from that,
R’s mind a split
melon cut & scooped
~
His fingers scratch R’s back,
deer’s teeth against tree-
bark in winter, peeling spine
bare & white & hanging
in shreds this physic of mind
~
R:
Orange vial, its mass
of white clouds, how they tap,
(do I mind?) a bell-clapper, against
its throat & mine.
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Redux
linseed orange flies breaking
curled finger buds
an arrow bell-white tap
claps R’s mindstrings spined
flesh flash halved
Phersu
Persona: Latin for theatrical mask, from the masked Etruscan gladiator, Tomb of the Augurs, 6th c. BC
1.
I am the mask, the face
I wear red & serpent-
like as the leash I hold.
My false beard & cap
peaked as the saw
palmetto plant.
Your face: shrouded & sacked
in rough linen, its flesh
opening beneath my dog’s
feral teeth –
how whitely bared & ripping.
2.
All men are cowards.
You are proof of this – your features
veiled as those of the condemned
at their execution. Don’t you see?
They fear you more than my counterfeit
face, your live flesh made mask,
stiff & fixed in rictus of death.
3.
Blood foams.
Hobbled by my long
looped cord, you will fall
to my feet. You always do.
It would be no fun if you didn’t
fight. You could not know
your club is mere outline,
pencil-thin & half-erased.
4.
At root, in the end, all you are is mask.
The living prefer disguise,
the bivalve’s hinged shell shutting
over its vulnerable flesh. But this mask
was made to consume, not unlike
the Greeks who swallowed my name
& let it slide cool down their throats
before voicing it anew.