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The Lion
Unlike you, he is not home. How
do I approach this man, then
in writing? With him
it’s the threshold, to balance there
more of a bio he’s got, than a history
gun toting, liquor store robbing
car thievin’ jailbird
but the details are pillow talk
as he says, and not for here:
these are fluffy and
absorbent, in theory
saying I manifested him
very different - no one
could manifest you - and anyway a lion
not a bear; the right shoulder proves it
with a treacly mane and a
cowboy hat, from Sayulita, Nayarit
via Minnesota, New York…
a quarter of a century clean and sober
and still driving like a maniac
shh, I say, I have to live here, and
don’t step on a toad, as he
feet splayed, unlike me, or you -
so planted on the terra, shrugs:
What’s it going to be? And about my
“apparently” this, and “apparently” that -
why don’t I just say: was?
rebar
reinforcing bar, reinforcing steel
my circus act; the candy cane carousel,
and what seems to have been his greatest
intoxication, the gun in the face
we are: without these things
strangers to ourselves
we were: with these things
strangers to ourselves
rebar: he tells me they leave it
on the roof like birthday candles
in case there’s another level coming, later
what do you want? money, sex
or drugs? this time he adds: or love?
but wagging his finger; no, no….