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Indio, California
The highway sign read
Indio and other desert cities
as if they were already an addendum
to a Biblical catastrophe
The sky became naked, merciless
The highway narrowed, lost lanes
Loneliness became a cosmic affair
By a railroad graveyard,
the date farms die, the houses sit unfinished
and the noise overwhelms the signal at last
A man, maybe not old, but ill-used,
bicycled over to beg a dollar
from the only other man for miles
outside his car or home
The dollar, he said, was for a Corona
to shelter him from the stars,
distant mountains and blind eyes of cars—
His eyes black as snakeholes
under a baseball hat, he let a silence hang
over the man with a dollar, who shrugged,
got in his car and moved along
Yucca Valley, California
The sun blasts the paint off a luxury car
from a million miles away
The sign says a fire could start a flood
The wind hollows out the rock
The bright yellow moth explodes
on the windshield
It’s the never-ending way of matter:
Everything against everything else
The kangaroo rats and desert rats sprint
under the tires of the car
I sigh out their weight in prayer
Needles, California
In Barstow, they’d named a meteor
after an old woman
A distant valley of amusement parks
became a vast animal feed mill
The land emptied out
all of it FOR SALE BY OWNER
A double-wide trailer
sat a quarter mile from the road,
one wall kicked out in disgust
At night, the parades began—
the big trucks driving in clusters
The dark was so dark
that driving was like falling through space
A lit number flashed in the darkness
And I puzzled for miles if it was the price of a room,
the temperature of the air, the speed limit or an exit number
The highway impersonated the sky—wide swathes
between headlights, gas stations and traffic lights
The night impersonated eternity—silent, absolute,
yet broken by human habitation
Palm Springs, California
Suspended in anticipation,
I’ve taken two duffel bags
out to where they made the desert sprout with kitsch
I’ve been discouraged
The sign says IDEAL MALL
The stores sell golf carts and iron doors
Driving tipsy down Frank Sinatra Drive
along a colonnade of dead palms
I avoid detection
The ripples start to the south,
the home of sullen seas and fresh catastrophes
and I wait in the earthquake for the punchline