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Body Language
not what we say to others—hunched shoulders
or flirtatious smile—but what we mean to ourselves—
aches that fill us like wine in a glass—names we chant
in the soap-crusted mirror when no one is there to object—
my first tennis coach insisted—never say anything
to yourself you wouldn’t let someone say to you—
bonefire / a wreck of bells / the boy who wore fever for a crown—
always, to speak is to change—to be shaped by what is said—
and I’ve always been most fluent in how I’ve failed—
words running hot through the jet of my blood
Selfie with Collapsed Rail Bridge
I-64, Illinois-Indiana Border
Miles away, the rusted coin of the sun scrapes free
of the horizon. As the sky smears with light,
it seems clear this is how the world will end:
a slow, sagging ruin, and the scrum of water
over brittle metal. No blood, no thunder.
Just this bruised land scratched down to bone,
the only dirge the sharp calls
of the night herons in their sandbar nests.